That’s right. London is my guilty pleasure.
I am now back in (freezing) Toronto, in all my glory,
and with tons of memories on papers (or not!).
So stay tuned loves!
S
I like it this way.
I fancy it wet and gray; fantasizing all those
passing planes in dimmed light, on the late nights,
and the elderly’s sincere novella.
I saw the blurry greens, the painted ponds
on a steamy ride, and I asked
the eternal question:
Did you ever know how deep it hurts
when you murmur those words;
while collapsing my world?
I’ve learnt not to rive, not to sway;
I know how to digest and not to
wind up in any way.
Let’s leave them all behind and climb up
to the rooftop; hands locked, eyes wide shut,
seeking then saluting the
non-existent sun.
Let’s swallow the poison and spoil ourselves
in silence, in this ‘very’ moment
cause happiness is ‘now’,
my sweetness.
S
Where are the love affairs and the eternal gazes
at the bus stops, way under the foggy
shelters covered with nicotine patches?
Under the morning breeze when ‘to love’ is
far from a random habit, I crave the hot sand
rescuing the sealed kisses; treasuring the lost letters.
The final destination is a flawless spot filled
with leaves of grass, with singing birds and I,
I’ll linger there in silence, holding tight to my dignity.
S
Falling and shining
like a raindrop on
the wingless
butterflies.
Daring and dancing,
while covered in
red; in cruel
paper cuts.
Between the sky and
a screwed up head,
I freeze; will
then rewind.
S
One, two, three…
Converting my belief
to my inner self, while
updating my black(est) list.
Painting a faceless “you”
then erasing it with a
“who bloody cares” attitude.
Capturing the non-existent
gray sky and showing it off
to the proud shining sun.
C’est tout.
S
I am mysterious.
You – too – are mysterious.
We – all – are mysterious.
And they?
They are monsters –
mystic monsters.
I wish them…
Oh, never mind!
S
Once upon a time,
when I was a little girl,
I made a scrapbook out of
my father’s vintage
‘Life’ magazines.
S
(Life Magazine Cover – 1937)