I definitely need a sleeping pill tonight. I almost had a gallon of coffee and here is what was written on one of my cups today:
“Be exceptional. Make tremendous efforts to be extraordinary. What a privilage to be here on the planet to contribute your unique donation to humankind. Just make sure you do so …” — Shelby Lynne – Musician
Back to my book.
bonne nuit 🙂
It’s Saturday night and I’m reading. I always think that reading as well as writing are great to ignore the stuff which should be ignored and it’s so true.
Why is my heart so troubled?
Why has love reduced me to nothing?
Why does this heart of mine fight with me day and night?
Why? …
— Rumi – Whispers of the Beloved
Shall I stay or shall I go? I think I’ll go.
Much love to you all…
SS
It’s almost noon and I just woke up. I’m now listening to my new CDs. Her voice comes from another world. From another world indeed. Some think it’s dumb to buy CDs while you can download them with a much cheaper price. Maybe! Maybe not!
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I have the worst hangover and it SUCKS.
I’ll be back soon; I promise…
Toronto – August 19, 2005
Hello Strangers:
I’m feeling shitty since this morning …
I went to hell; I might as well learn by my mistakes; I at twenty-four was insecure; I do whatever it takes.
I don’t know whatelse to say… I’m going to get ready… I’m going out… I need a drink… I’m going to have fun… I’m going to live for NOW…
Sorry for being miserable… At the end of the day we are all human beings…
Stay safe; Stay merry…
Always,
Shadan
It’s pouring out there! Reminds me so much of good old London. I miss London. I miss my little flat. I miss my gorgeous friends. People hate the weather there. I loved it though and I even miss that. I miss my old neighbor with his messy hair, calling me LUV with the strongest British accent. I miss that handsome homeless sitting on the corner, smiling and asking for help. It was his everyday job to observe the most expensive cars and the most posh people passing by him and all he was doing was smiling at them. How fair is that?
Today is another day and it’s the first day of the rest of my life.
LaterZ LuvZ
I am so happy for her; she really deserves it. She has a big heart. An amazing one and today is her day.
This is on my mind since this morning and I keep singing it:
She’s only got one reason to live, this is your life. She’s only got one message to give, give it tonight. Wake up and shut up! It’s time to smell the coffee …
… To Be Continued …..
Whether you follow your head or your heart over the next 24 hours, you will still get a nagging feeling that you have made the wrong decision. The good news is it won’t make a lot of difference – the outcome will still be the same.
Another loss. Another embarrassment. This time in the final and against the 19 year old, Rafael. I’m just wondering why Andre wouldn’t call it quit. It’s not like I dislike him or am not a fan; It’s jut I reckon now he should only concentrate on Stefanie and the kids and enjoy his luxurious lifestyle!
Another day in the office by myself. It’s raining, which makes me happy. It’s also Friday, which makes me even happier. I’m always more productive when listening to music. Dolores is singing now, which makes me the happiest person. It’s strange how only simple things can sometimes make us happy, happier and the happiest!
You’re so pretty the way you are
You’re so pretty the way you are
And you have no reason to be so insolent to me
You’re so pretty the way you are
Laaaa laaaaaaaaaa, you got to say it if you want to
But you won’t change me
Laaaa laaaaaaaaaa, you got to say it if you want to
But you won’t change me
Have a FAB weekend and stay MERRY …
According to today’s Metro, iTunes online music store in Japan sold more than 1 million songs in its first four days, in the world’s second largest music market! Apple’s iTunes launched in Japan last Thursday, with the market’s largest library of more than 1 million songs and prices that undercut the competition.
I’m just wondering how HMV and other giant music stores are going to react to this. God knows what’s going to happen to their market share in a few years.
Scaryyy …