Max is looking at me… He is staring at me since this morning… Only special people have Max and only special ones will get one…

S

My all time favorite song (One of my all time favorite songs) which is playing now and saying how EXACTLY I feel now and all of these are happening while I’m dealing with tons of emails:

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn’t change, I was lost, oh yeah
I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn’t have crossed, I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him? Yeah, how long must you pay for him? Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared; tired and under prepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go; leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Once again it made me feel good (much better)… Much love to you all.

S

She’s Back…

Madonna has played an intimate live gig back at the north London club where she first wowed British fans 22 years ago. Read the full article HERE and another one HERE!

Can I complain? I guess not; I don’t have any right to do so. Can I nag? I don’t think so; Again, I don’t have right. Can I only talk then? No I can’t; It’s too personal.

I don’t like Tuesdays. I felt the same shit last Tuesday and I just don’t know what to do.

Sorry for being miserable. Will be fine soon; I promise…

Always,

S

If you see me now, with no doubt you would think I’m on drugs. I feel drowsy and can’t keep these eyes open. Thinking of paying all these bloody bills also makes me feel depressed. Counting every second to go and just go… Your sympathy is greatly appreciated.

Much love,

The Zombie

I made my decision. I’m not going to read or listen to the news anymore. They are only bullshit and nothing but bullshit which make your mind ache. No more rubbish. No more headaches. No more news… At least not for a while…

I’m off to lunch. I’ll catch you later.

S

Everybody is asking me: Why don’t you update your blog?

My answer: I don’t know what to say!!!

S

Our office is in a loft. There is this glass ceiling above where I’m sitting so I can see when the sun shines and when the rain falls. It’s really dark in here now. It’s raining; it’s thundering. I’m a bit scared. I’m a bit sad but it will make me happy to see you happy.

Will be back…

If you’re a thought
you will want me
to think you
and I do
and I did

Probably only one of my readers would know who I’m listening to!

S

I love this cartoon captions in today’s paper. There is this lady who is sitting in her meditation posture, thinking:

I don’t know why I’m doing this.
Why am I meditating?
I’m perfectly in balance.
It’s the rest of the world that’s out of whack!

LaterZ …