I’m being negative these days… Seeing the dark side of everything; the opposite side of everything… Seeing everything upside down; inside out… I guess I need to be like this… At least for a little while… Being too optimistic is not always working…
To Be Continued… 
A colleague just walked in with his brand new guitar… A gorgeous guitar that he was telling me about yesterday… He played a song for me… The one that I really like… The one that I really needed to hear… Everything happens for a reason I guess… Everything happens at the right time; at the right place…
He played a Coldplay song… Fix You…
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and I will try to fix you
Every step that I take could be my biggest mistake… But if I never try I’ll never know Just what I am worth…
S
“As with most fine things, chocolate has its season… Any month whose name contains the letter A, E or U is the proper time for chocolate.” — Sandra Boynton
I know the truth lies in between the 1st and the 40th drink… Too far… Too far… Too far…
Only 5 hours to go… Another night… Another year… No plan as of yet… Is it a big deal?!? NO…
Happy new year…
Much love,
S
– You are f*$%ed up, right?
– Yes.
– So am I…
10 minutes later:
– Do you go to school?
– No, I’m working.
– So am I…
The End
“It is difficult to speak adequately or justly of London. It is not a pleasant place; it is not agreeable, or cheerful, or easy, or exempt from reproach. It is only magnificent.”
— Henry James
The most important thing is to let others know what is on my mind… The problem arises when I keep my thoughts to myself and when they start eating at me… Speaking up is good and seeing the kind of reacation I get is exciting 🙂
S
“Great works are performed not by strength but by perseverance.” — Samuel Johnson