“People often say that this or that person has not yet found himself. But the self is not something one finds; it is something one creates.”

— Thomas Szasz

When: Few days ago
Where: On the train
Weather: Humid

I was reading the paper… People are dying every single day… The innocent people… I’m used to the war… It’s all about the bloody war since I was only three years old… I’m fed up… It’s so not fair… I was reading the same old shit only until I got distracted by this handsome guy (handsome indeed) who got in… I was like holy Jesus, the weather isn’t the only thing that’s hot – look at YOU!!! He was reading the same paper on his wheelchair… Yes, he was handicapped…

I got out of the train after few stops, hearing people complaining about the humidity, passing by him and thinking how cruel the world can be… Shame… Shame…

S

“Both the revolutionary and the creative individual are perpetual juveniles. The revolutionary does not grow up because he cannot grow, while the creative individual cannot grow up because he keeps growing.”

— Eric Hoffer

Steven Tyler is singing out loud in the office… making me over the moon… making me nostalgic… reminding me of the good old days in London… reminding me of Jeff… I miss Jeff…

And I don’t wanna miss a thing…

S

Some want something, they’ve been dreaming for weeks, months or even years… Some have family problems… Some feel and are strange… Some are lonely and want to disappear… Some are intense… Some are waiting for excitement… Some are in love… Some are traveling faraway… Some are forgotten… Some are resting their mind and body… Some are noticing the changes…

In any case, life is good and it will get better…

S

Today was hot… It’s not the heat that is killing everyone; it’s the whole heaviness… The same people, who are complaining during the winter, are nagging these days too… They are never happy and I guess they are just born to complain while others are enjoying their lives…

Some like it hot… Some like it cold… And I like it both 😉

Enjoy the heat before you get chilled to the bone…

S

The Niyaz gig was FAB… they thrilled an overflow crowd at Lula last night… I still have the music in my head and feel a bit dizzy… This is only the side-effect of the three bottles of Chilean Pinot Noir and the tobacco!!!

Thank god it’s Friday…

S