I’m swinging, swinging and swinging… Hanging somewhere in between Weakness and Strength… Confusion and Certainty… Chaos and Order…

Balance is what I desire… OM…

Shadan

The first half of life consists of the capacity to enjoy without the chance; the last half consists of the chance without the capacity.”

— Mark Twain

I just received a txt message:

“Happy V day darl. :)”

The sender will remain a mystery…

S

February 13, 2006 – 10:50 PM – In the Dark

Hello Stranger:

You opened my eyes to life and now I can’t sleep!

Always,

Shadan

P.S. And I tried to write… But I couldn’t think of anything…

Modo – February 11, 2006

The music talks…

Lots of energy is in the air… She is dancing still with her eyes closed… He is warming up his hands with the candle… She is inviting… He is refusing… The waiter is tired but is still smiling… The DJ is selling his last CD… and I’m staring at the wine; switching my eyes to the pictures on the wall; thinking of how to describe and what to write…

The music still talks to me…

S

– What’s new with you?
– Me, I’ve just been sittin’ at work; goofing off; surfing the internet; calling people.
– “Multi-tasking” I think they call it!!!

Big Smile,

Shadan

I got the best vibe. This time from a streetcar driver; in his late 50s. Looked exactly like Papa Noel; not wearing the red costume of course but was wrapped in his Burberry scarf instead. His smile was enough to make anyone’s day.

Bon weekend…

S

Life is not a game… It’s not Backgammon… Someone else does not have to lose so that you can win… You can be better though… C’est tout…

S

Call my name… Save me… I’m freezing; confused (again); restless; knackered and…

and a guardian for the REST of the world…

S