I walked back home from yoga and I’m soaking wet. It’s raining. It’s beautiful. The sound is beautiful. I’m starving. Will be back soon…

Tori Amos is truly a goddess. I can’t stop listening to her. Tonight she is really doing a great job. The power of listening to what you don’t want me to know…

Can somebody tell me now who is this terrorist? Those girls that smile kindly then rip your life to pieces? Can somebody tell me now am I alone with this? Can somebody tell me now the way out of this? Can somebody tell me now the way out of this kiss? Can somebody tell me now am I alone in this kiss?

This little pill in my hand that keeps the pain laughing… Shame Shame…

Kiss

I’ll always know you’re there. I will always know.

Where are those angels when you need them?!

Hurting someone’s feelings, breaking someone’s heart and pointing out fingers at someone are not that hard. However, dealing with the sense of the guilt afterwards sucks and is way too difficult. I’m dealing with it now and am feeling shitty.

Things will be improving. At least I’m positive about that. Stay tuned …

S

P.S. No questions will be answered!

I can’t believe these guys. It’s not even a month since they introduced the nano to the market. Aren’t they clever? No one could even dream of beating these guys. At least not anytime soon. Click HERE and you’ll see what I’m talking about.

I still love my nano though. I just need to get a cover for it soon before killing it 😉

Tomorrow is my b-day. My 30th one! This weekend was great. No one would know how great it was. Once again I was reminded that I am surrounded with so many great people. The real friends, and that was the greatest part.

I’m now off to talk to god. To thank him and ask him for what I’m wishing for in the coming year. That’s the hardest part; there are too many things to ask…

LaterZ LuvZ

I did and I will always follow my instincts. It doesn’t matter what others say is right or wrong, it matters only what my own instincts tell me. The others don’t know what’s inside me, do they? I am the one and only who knows. This reminds me of the Travis song, Side. We all live under the same sky. We all will live, we all we die. There is no right, there is not wrong. The circle only has one side …

Thanks for listening to me by reading this blog. This is my month and best vibes just wished for all of you in whatever direction life may be taking you.

Always,

Shadan

I love this poem by Syliva Plath. I just love it. Enjoy…

Frog Autumn

Summer grows old, cold-blooded mother.
The insects are scant, skinny.
In these palustral homes we only
Croak and wither.

Mornings dissipate in somnolence.
The sun brightens tardily Among the pithless reeds.
Flies fail us.
he fen sickens.

Frost drops even the spider.
Clearly The genius of plenitude
Houses himself elsewhwere.
Our folk thin Lamentably.

Read it again and again and again and …

“These may be serious times but you will find it hard to be serious about goings on in your personal life and the world at large. It’s good that you have such a well developed sense of the ridiculous because it will help balance out the negative vibes coming from those who always seem to enjoy looking on the dark side of life.”

This bloody horoscope can be sometimes very true.

LaterZzz …